Tuesday, 24 May 2016

A blog post written on a gut reaction

I was shocked when a black friend identified with ‘The Black Prayer’ by Anonymous. I was shocked that ‘The Black Prayer’ even exists. I wrote my own answer because I wish it didn't.

Beanie Lei’s Answer To ‘"The Black Prayer" by Anonymous’

I can’t speak for God, and I won’t even try
The voice you’ll hear is my own
I feel it’s wrong to hear you cry
Because you’re black, you’re alone.

There’s everything right about ‘black’
Black’s just another colour
But weirdos use ‘white versus black’ to attack
Those people who they call ‘the other’.

If there is day without night
We would lose track of time
Without black ink, we would lose sight
of words and rhythm and rhyme.

Just as we know that a shadow
Is a place where one finds cool shade
From the fury of white hot heat, I know
You’re Graciousness portrayed.

Your hair and nose and cheeks
Are beautiful, like you
And whites tan themselves, sometimes for weeks
For the colour your parents gave you.

Diamonds are formed from much pressure
They were black coals that didn’t burn out
But turned tough, into colourless treasure
And that’s what you are, I’ve no doubt!

This is ‘"The Black Prayer" by Anonymous’ I’m referring to. I didn’t write it. 

Cheers, Beanie x

‘The Black Prayer’ by Anonymous
This is deep, so take your time.

Why Did You Make Me Black Lord
Lord... Why did you make me black?
Why did you make someone
the world would hold back?
Black is the color of dirty clothes,
of grimy hands and feet...
Black is the color of darkness,
of tired beaten streets... Why did you give me thick lips,
a broad nose and kinky hair?
Why did you create someone
who receives the hated stare?

Black is the color of the bruised eye
when someone gets hurt...
Black is the color of darkness,
black is the color of dirt.

Why is my bone structure so thick,
my hips and cheeks so high?
Why are my eyes brown,
and not the color of the sky?

Why do people think I'm useless?
How come I feel so used?
Why do people see my skin
and think I should be abused?

Lord, I just don't understand...
What is it about my skin?
Why is it some people want to hate me
and not know the person within?

Black is what people are "Labeled"
when others want to keep them away...
Black is the color of shadows cast...
Black is the end of the day.

Lord you know my own people mistreat me,
and you know this just ain't right...
They don't like my hair, they don't like my
skin, as they say I'm too dark or too light!

Lord, don't you think
it's time to make a change?
Why don't you redo creation
and make everyone the same?

God's Reply:

Why did I make you black? Why did I make you black?

I made you in the color of coal
from which beautiful diamonds are formed...
I made you in the color of oil,
the black gold which keeps people warm.

Your color is the same as the rich dark soil
that grows the food you need...
Your color is the same as the black stallion and
panther, Oh what majestic creatures indeed!

All colors of the heavenly rainbow
can be found throughout every nation...
When all these colors are blended,
you become my greatest creation!

Your hair is the texture of lamb's wool,
such a beautiful creature is he...
I am the shepherd who watches them,
I will ALWAYS watch over thee!

You are the color of the midnight sky,
I put star glitter in your eyes...
There's a beautiful smile hidden behind your pain...
That's why your cheeks are so high!

You are the color of dark clouds
from the hurricanes I create in September...
I made your lips so full and thick,
so when you kiss...they will remember!

Your stature is strong,
your bone structure thick to withstand the
burden of time...
The reflection you see in the mirror,
that image that looks back, that is MINE!

So get off your knees,
look in the mirror and tell me what you see?
I didn't make you in the image of darkness...
I made you in the image of ME!

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